I wish you were here, etc., etc. It's finals week, lots of stupid things going on, my brain is killing me, and I have no one to tell... just the little world that reads these. I miss you so much, but I know you're doing important things.
Oh, I'm so sick and tired of the taste of tears, the sting of pain, the smell of fear, the sounds of crying; ...I wish you could protect me here... ...Take me away from here, it's me you leave, you're gone from here, don't leave from here, don't leave me here, I hate it here, you're gone from here, don't leave me here, I need you here, I need to see you smile.
But I'll settle with the memory of you for now, and send out my little prayers to you into the void. Just letting you know, I miss you terribly.
Come back soon, and turn me into a vampire; one of the really good emotionless ones, --not the angsty Anne Rice ones, --and let me follow you around forever. Life sucks right now, and it's actually not even that bad. I'm just looking at it wrong, but no one can bully me into a better perspective quite like you can, and no one except you knows how to love me properly. They're doing it all wrong, and I want to cry but it's too hot for that.
Good night, beautiful man. I need hypnotherapy for positive thinking and inner happiness tonight.
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